Sooner or Later
No mortal man will dare to hide secrets from the public eye
No demagogy will be enough to hide your disgrace, You're hanged upside down like disgusting bats
when someone is right it's impossible to suppress because the truth always wins the game. Better hide yourself in the shadows of darkness and fool yourself with a lot of nonsense.
No elite will attempt to establish any sort of secret society and secret order
No security measures will be enough to keep safe those who think that they are superior to the people
No minority will be leading the majority by hiding behind the dark curtains of money and power
No secret teachings will be enough to prevent the inevitable revolution
which will come sooner or later
In the court of the fake, deceitful, and manipulative Dragons.
There's nothing easier than to become a legendary god of the ancient pantheons.
And after a heavy thunderstorm, lots of thunder and rain
eventually now behold the serenity of the calm sea shore.
Everybody is welcome to the shore of creativity and madness
as long as they know their places.
22.07.2023
St. Alien.
Mighty ancient Rome,
How could ı have forgotten your shining glamorous solis.
So many touching love stories had taken place in your unprecedented gardens of beauty
And so many passionate desires could not even ever have gotten respond to their desperate proposals.
Calpurnia,Silvia,Cassiana,Annia...
All those ancient Roman ladies wandering around with their breathtaking beauty
will deny your love, reject your proposal and turn down your hopes, ignore your younghood
just because you're nothing more than a poor slave even without holding a Roman citizenship
then all your glorious civilization, temples, holy gods and pantheons, your mighty beauties
all those values just shrank and have become meaningless in the sight of my depressive eyes
because what does it matter anyway as long as you don't have justice and mercy.
St. Alien.
18.06.2023
I met you in the woods once
ı's petrified, mesmerized by your unprecedented beauty
ı was so young, passionate, and fiery
a surreptitious glance,
you had taken a look at my face casually and arrogantly.
How could such a dazzling beauty
have reasons to wander alone like that in this desolate woods at this hour milady?
None of your concern, who are you?
I am just a solitary man searching for a bit of light in the shadows of darkness
my ı have the honor to know a little bit better this unprecedented beauty
would you like to introduce yourself to this poor man?
I am the protector of all hunter and gatherers
so if you really like to be closer to me
just become a hunter then
and just take a look at the full moon
when you really want to see me again and meet me
but now ı have to leave and in the meantime
you keep following your peculiar solitary path
Oh please wait, before you leave, ı still do not even know your name
and you don't know mine either.
Well, you know what,ı think you look so familiar perhaps you ain't no stranger
you talk almost like my relatives from the mountain
surely not like a mortal man
huge family afterward, to be honest, it is not possible for me
to now every single individual
in the house of immortals
-First guitar lead solo-
Yes milady that is my point you look so familiar too but
ı am just a mortal stranger passing by ı am afraid
but it was just after midnight a short while ago
but now...
now it's, it's almost dawn, don't you think that is so weird?
Do you mean like accelerated time-lapse?
Precisely.
If ı am that much closer to you then likely in this case
ı have to hinder my all sort of instincts against you ı am afraid
ı have to imprison my sinceriest emotions and let them to rot in dungeouns of
the cruilty and misfortunate
and ı should reduce my imagination
love a the first glance against a close relative
unaccaptable,outrages
bitting forbidden apples
is not for me.
-Second guitar lead solo-
You couldn't have even though you want to already
noone couldn't have not only you
even though the ethical rules and moral values are far different
in comparison to immortal ones
ı am a virgin and determined to keep it that way
and my one and only duty is to stream the goddess energy to the entire world
I understand sister but please note that ı will never forget
your overwhelmingly deep eyes and gaze
causing profound wounds in my heart that will never heal.
I have to leave by this daylight brother
ı can not stand no more even ı want to
ı will see you on the mountain than
and who knows perhaps ı will hug you and you will eclipse.
but take my advice and try to be strong,vicious and cruel
and especially here in the woods
that is way lions and bears are the kings here
not poets,losers and the fools
you are appareantly a bit too much emotional aren't you?
Shes gone and the story is over.
and now all that remains is sad melodies and tears.
St. Alien
19.04.2023
You're the one on the peak of the mountain
As ı rather to stay under the ground
Popularity,fame,the American dream
Your millions of fans do not mean to me anything.
Your soul sold to the devil
Not something to be proud of
Even your little innocence
that remained from your younghood
that you still want to save for yourself
is not safe anymore either
Wander among the wolves, get lost in the shadows
Learn how to deal with bats and rats.
Renew yourself, getting younger, realistic silicone triangle
Dorian gray couldn't have been in competition with you whatsoever
Your pathetic artificial life under attractive but fake bright lights.
Always one step ahead of the people
You know what's coming next and your future is surely safe
while the homeless are sleeping on the streets with some dogs
in the cold of minus 40 degrees
Keep having fun wih your cute pets,
life is so easy,dancing with the devil
False breasts,exxagerated makeups,tons of pathetic lies
ı think you're not still aware of how you suck
and that's the real reason for
why ı can't even bear to look at you
A fake silly mountain
that ı never even would want to climb
Yes you're the king
but the king of fools
as we still stay under the ground
with the cools
St. Alien
09.03.2023
The fascist establishment,
their liar the so-called allagedly historians,
politicans,businessmen
and their bulldogs in fancy suits with ties
which are considered to be as sort of dog collars
they always tried to portraid us as greedy and insatable worthless thieves,
burglers and murderers,
that is simply not even true actually.
We did not kill our friends,collegues
or noone else who is belong to our crew.
Those are lies and defemation campaigns merely
because the system does not like us,
that is the main reason.
Piracy means freedom,free-will
without no plastic id cards and other fake identifications,
nationalities and religious sort of identities,
vessels on the high seas
under jolly roger, our anarchist black flag,
we were paganist sort of people with our own unique gods and believes,
the ancient Greek god posedion as known Neptun in ancient Roman mythology
was our father,
mermaids and nymphes
they were our mothers,
Jupiter, he was the grandpa,
most of us had developed so many various kind of artistics abilities,
musicians,poets,painters,
we had compassion for the mother nature and the mankind,
we had profound deep feelings,
significant depthness.
The real piracy means rebellion against the fascist establishment
through a distinctive philosophy and understanding
so this is my version of piracy and pirates,
this is my story and my own reality
thisis my own unique way,
Mabe ı shoud go back to my pirate id features
for a while for my own sake,
because it protects me better for the least.
No fashion,no trends,free dressing styles
wtih long hairs and earrings
no dancing,no disco,no pop music,no hip-hop or rap
but real Rock 'N' Roll stuff,we ride for hard & heavy only.
Pirates Never Die!
Pirates Never Die!
Pirates Never Die!
St. Alien
21.09.2022
I have falled in love with my own soul image beside the Nile.
A Reflection coming from the holy water standing above.
And there were others around falling in love with my soul,some mortal ladies
but ı did not even pay no attention.
Yes, ı've loved myself but meanwhile
ı have not scorned no mortal being though
Because ı am not NarcissuS but SussicraN.
Unlike him a blue serpent bearing my name
will rise from the ground after ı die instead of a flower.
And he shall repeat as a parrot, SussicraN,SussicraN,the vengeance is mine.
What makes you a NarcissisT actually is not loving yourself
but rather humaliating and scorning the others while loving yourself.
and what makes you a TsissicraN is scorning yourself as an artist clown
while loving the others who deserve your love.
I am a NarcissisT who is a SusicraN
He is a SusicraN who is a NarcissisT
Take my advice and love yourself
if you think that your really deserve your own love
but otherwise just don't because
that makes you truly a NarcissisT
Or If your love yourself but also scorn the others
That also makes you a true NarcissisT
NarcissisM might considered to be a psycho behaviour.
But SusicraNisM is surely not.
He was a son of Cephissus, the river god.
I'm the son of nymphes and mermaids however.
He had falled in love with his handsomeness merely
Whereas ı had falled in love my spirit shape
The goddess of Nemesis,
Well,interesteingly enough she was after both of us without even noticing
the exact opposite differences between us.
Revenge is a sort of feeling that is cruel,ruthless and blur
and blur sort of minds can not distinguish the right from wrong usually.
But do not blame my brother anyway
his fault was not falling in love with his own reflection afterall
his real fault was merely scorning and humiliating the others.
but in a harmless way, he did not mean no harm for others afterall
Which is not supposed to be even a crime.
Rhyme in poetry?
Annoying and ordinary
not even necessary.
St. Alien
09.09.2022
I love you so much the rebel lady
ı understand very well your anarchist soul
but unfortunately in this 3D universe
everything works on some rules
so wait for me
we all sailed away because we were all fools
but also brave enough to chase and hunt leviathans
so would you be still thinking of me in Southampton
would you still be waiting for my return in our warm house
when ı sail in rough seas to catch the rainbow and the wind
I am Number Fan of Number One
Because ı am No one
And also Noone
I can be everything for you
or ı don't mean anything to you
Just depends on which window you'd choose to look at me
So just try to take a look at me from my window and my perspective
through a bit of emphaty
then you will see
I am different enough not to get tattoos on my body
And ı'm different enough not to try to gain more attention
in order to make more profit and money
through my alleged art works
I'm an amateur musician as ı like to be already
so nobody tells me what to do and what not to do
ı'm a huge fan of my self which is enough
However ı surely know that there are other fans of me
that ı don't even need actually
Pretty sure you shouldn't be using sex and pornography images on your stage
you shouldn't even be confused between rebellion and corruption normally
if you really like to be a real deal guy
just act natural and be natural as much as you can
and get some wisdom for instance from the band Grateful Dead.
The best rock 'n' roll bands always have been amateur bands ı believe
and ı'll keep believing that 'till the end
So ı am number one fan of myself
and ı am ready to be noone for you gladly
choose your window
Or you really wanna believe that ı'm jealous
just keep fooling yourself
however the real question here is
do you really believe that
ı do care?
I am Number Fan of Number One
Because ı am No one
And also Noone
St. Alien
29.01.2022
Let Me Bring You To Life
It's been a while since you left us alone
And it has been just worse, a crueler world without you
Absance of your love, without your wisdom,art and music
Now it's way more darker, pitch dak
just sorrowful memories that you left for us behind you
And you know what infact this world does not even deserve
beautiful guys like you
Now you are in a place that is not of this world
You are on the other side
And no one knows how exactly it feels like to be there
Some say that it's the kingdom heaven, the place of equality and justice
and some others say it's another unknown dimension
Or perhaps the stars of the heavens, Sirius and Orion
So wherever you are and whatever you are doing
Please take my hand and let me bring you to life
even though for a short period of time
Once again enjoy your life
and take the meaningless advanteges of this side
which are always temporary and fake
nothing more than empty enthusiasm and promises
So use my body as a sort of vessel
just as channeling through my body
please just take my hand
Osiris,Orion my mighty father
the king of the dead ruling on the other side
After thousands of years
I'd like to invite you to this pale world
In order to take the throne of uncle Seth
In other words the planet Saturn,satan
The ruthless commercial king of this world
Let me take down his authority and cruilty
and let me put a mercyful fate
instead of his brutal theology
Let's give this planet to the innocent children of tomorrow
no more war,inequality and injustice
but just endless mercy and love
St. Alien
23.01.2022
Dedicated to the all deciased artists and musicians of this world.
Doğa Ana
Sevgili insanoğlu;
ben artık seni omuzlarımda taşıyamıyorum,
üzülerek bildirmek isterim ki
artık daha fazla yükünü kaldıramayacağım.
Yorgun ve bıkkınım, kızgınım, öfkeliyim,
Farkındamısın bilmiyorum ama
sen doğada mevcut olan tüm varlıklar içerisinde
durmaksızın, sürekli bana zarar veren
yegane varlıksın.
Uyarılarımı iyi dinle, bana kulak ver
artık ne olursun tonlarca plastik atığını üzerime bocalama,
filtresi takılmamış bacaların ile sanayi üretimi yapma,
ilkel fosil yakıtı bir kenara bırak
siyanür ile altın arama
Bana dön, bana gel,
benim doğal enerjimden yararlan
ayakların yeniden toprağa bassın
doğana uygun yaşa, özüne uygun davran.
Uyduruk, endüstriyel yapay gıdalar yerine benim meyvelerimden yararlan
fakat unutma, sanıldığı gibi verdiğim her ürün sağlığına yararlı değildir
sonuçta bende kusurluyum, benim de bazı zararlı meyvelerim var
onlardan uzak dur.
Plastik şişelerde, ambalajlarda ürün üretme ve tüketme.
Eskiden olduğu gibi cam dan yararlan.
Sevgili insan oğlu, artık yükün çok fazla, seni daha fazla taşıyamam
ve uyarılarıma kulak vermez isen eğer, değişmemekte direnirsen
seni tümüyle yok etmek ve soyunu kurutmak zorunda kalacağım.
Bu son uyarım.
St. Alien
29.10.2020
I Want to Believe You
I met with the prophet Zarathusta on the summit of the highest mountain
under the holy red sun
and ı kindly asked him to tell me the truth,
the whole truth,
nothing but the truth.
then he said "all races are equal son"
and ı asked "what about man and woman?"
he said " there is no difference between woman and man son"
and ı asked "what about god and the devil?"
he said "they are equal too"
and ı asked what about "masters and servants?"
and he sad "equal"
"the elite and us?"
"equal"
and ı said, "ı want to believe you"
"ı want to believe you because otherwise, it'd be a complete disaster"
and besides even though you're not right
ı!m going to ignore,
"yes, ı'm just going to close my eyes and ignore"
"in the name of humanitarianism,"
" in the name of all universal ethics and moral values."
"ı choose compassion"
"I choose love and mercy"
then he smiled and just walked away."
05.08.2020
What Does It Mean?
I support this, you support that,
all those muslims, christians and jewish people are neighbours inside the walls of Jerusalem
So what does it matter?
Why does it matter?
Weather your skin color is black or white, yellow or red,
you just tell me what's is the color of your aura and soul
what is the state of your wisdom inside of your head
your etheric body matters to me only
which means the real yourself
So what does it matter?
Why Does it matter?
What does it mean?
Don't you think we are all brothers and sisters
So why are we fighting each other?
ı choose to support the mankind
Artificially created social distances, seperations, divisions, nations, languages and religious groups
Why?
Because they want to see that we fight each other
Because the elite want us not to understand each other
They want war, those bloodthirsty saturnist and luciferian vampires demand more and more victims, slaves and blood.
And thus their billion dollars weapon industry makes profit.
If we don't understand each other correctly
that means the flow of the information is blocked
and they make more profit
as long as we are ignorant
they win
Don't you see it?
Can't you see it?
Whenever you join in a social division,
whenever you start to support a group or a fraction
You will be serving their sinister and dark agenda
That's exactly what they want and what they need.
That's why ı choose to support the humanity only.
I like to think and ı want to feel in a spiritual and universal way.
and ı want to keept it that way
I am an universal citizen
Belive it or not but there are even people living in this world
who nearly would be German
But accidentaly they were born as jewish
Or vice-versa
according to the mysterious reincarnation law
So what does it really matter?
Artifical borders, names, titles, degrees, symbols and adjectives.
To me people are divided into two seperate groups only
The %1 global elite
and the rest of the world.
So please, let's respect to each other,
let's love each other
and make this world as one
19.07.2020
999
Holy father Orion, Holy mother Sirius, Holy Son Horus
999
Ancient holy gods and goddesses of our planet Earth
Our holy cosmic sun, the holy child
the day light, love and positive energy
all our crops depend on your energy for growth
you mean life energy, we are able to breathe and live through your help
from now on ı am going to follow the path of pharaoh Akhenaten and Nefertiti
ı'm going to carry your ancient wisdom to the present day
the very first ancient religion of the mankind
The religion of Aten
lost cities of Atlantis and Mu
The symbol of horus, the eye of mother isis
The golden capstone of the great pyramid of Giza
once, you had been shining on the top of the holy pyramid
and just as thousands of years ago
your glamorius beauty will rise again one day.
ı don't have no doubt about that.
just as human beings stars and planets get reincarnated too.
just as human beings stars and planets get reincarnated too.
14.07.2020
Imagine (John Lennon Cover)
Imagine there's no cabal
what a wonderful dream
No zionist occupation
and no fascism too
Imagine all the people
are looking for wisdom
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no satanism, too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace... You...
You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one
Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world... You...
You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one
23.06-2020
Atlantis
Focus on Thoth (Hermes, Mercury), the god of wisdom and magic
and his emerald tablets
do not follow Seth no more
don't forget about the destruction of Atlantis
learn from your history, from your distant past
the sun religion was the religion of Atlantis
Osiris-Isis-Horus, the holy family,
stars and planets, positive and negative,
a universal duality based on oneness,
Even the light shines out from darkness .
09.01.2020
Osiris
Dear Osiris, are you exactly the Orion belt?
or the brightest middle star of the orion belt?
or the entire orion constellation
or the satar Sirius B?
Are you equivelant of Enki?
Are you happy to be the god of the afterlife, underworld?
Isn't it a bit boring over there?
Why dont' you just resurrect and come back to life?
Are you the main source of the souls?
3 Stars of Orion belt's
as sort of soul repositories
So we directly come to you when we die.
And reborn, reincarnate and come back to life again through the womb of Isis
The Star Sirius A,
holy mother
Are you still in love with Isis?
but I think your love is immortal.
07.01.2020
Der Trafikant
30er Jahre Wiener Kopfsteinpflasterstraßen der Stad
otantischer und mystischer Geruch im Tabakladen
nebliger und schwacher Blick meiner ersten Liebe
Die Brauereien und der Geschmack von frischem Bier
Professor Freud besucht manchmal unseren bescheidenen Laden
und erzählte uns ein wenig über Libido, Ödipus-Komplex und Psychoanalyse
mein chef war ein alter weiser mann, ein kriegsveteran aus dem ersten weltkrieg
Menschen tanzen fröhlich auf den Straßen und Hochzeiten
Bis dahin zeigten Militarismus und Faschismus ihre hässlichen Zähne
Galle intellektuelle Weisheit, heiterer Weihrauchduft und beruhigende klassische Musik in Proffessors Zimmer
nicht mehr genug, um sich zu beruhigen
weil wolf an der tür ist
um auf alle Arten von Schönheiten anzugreifen
Ich würde lieber zum Hitlerfaschismus rauch
und ich würde lieber durch meine eigene Vorstellungskraft masturbieren als durch Pornografie und korrupten Zionismus
Ich muss mich nicht zwischen verschiedenen Formen des Faschismus entscheiden
Und vergiss nicht, dass Hitler ein Rothschild war!
Alien
Doctor Sleep
Hello, ı am the psychic son, ı silently ride my bcycle through the hallway in this isolated hotel
and ı don't know what to say,
ı look around and see some numbers on room doors,
9,10,237 and so on, but ı don't know who's in there.
Yes dead walks the earth because something is not right
something is wrong,
and if you ask me Dr. Sleep, ı can't sleep no more
because ı have just realized that, this old hotel is the matrix.
a cult known as The True Knot, chasing gifted children and rabbits,
sucking their talented souls and getting much stronger.
those kids feed 'em just like electric batteries,
their innocent energy make 'em stronger.
There is also another cult by the way known as Pedophilia Vampires,
they gently take advantege of children and sometimes even rape 'em
Yes ı walk the earth because something is not right,
something is truly wrong here!
Jack Daniels is quality bourbon whiskey brand from Tennessee
so what kind of wood does Jack Daniels use for charcoal?
Don't know, but ı like it anyways.
Jack Nicholson was one of my Favorite Hollywood actor
and Lewis Carroll was my favorite author.
Of course ı didn't know what kind of persons they were actually
but ı just liked 'em anyways
so yes dead walks the earth
because apparently something went badly wrong.
Mind Control, telepaty,remote viewing,
time machine?
there is a serious problem here
you simply can not dare to hide time travel technology from public-eye!
Who do you think you are?
And if you insist,dead will walk the earth.
The shining?
everyone is mad
ı can't sleep no more
Murder, Redrum,Pirates?
Yes ı walk the earth because something is not right,
The matrix is burnin'
because the pills that mother gives you don't do anything at all
but the red pill that Morphius gives you.
Am ı making sense?
03.11.2019
Call of Enlil
When Martin Scorsese starts to produce my documentary films
That means mabe ı am not even there anymore
and furthermore ı start to be suspicious about myself
that mabe something might be wrong
and If the top politicans start to come to my shows
that might be a clue perhaps
indicating that ı have just lost my soul
ı don't care about rock stars
but underground soul
if ı am a good rocker
then ı should not be very popular
if ı'm really rocking hard and fucking roll
then ı should not lose my amateur soul
a good musician must be positive
the feelings must be profund,deep
and the emotions have to be truly sincere
just like crazy giant ocean waves
hitting those rocks
my soul is not for sale and never will be
ı don't create art just for living
ı don't sell my productions for money
ı don't wanna be a subject of professional managers
telling me that what to do and not what to do
telling me that what to do and not what to do
and a puppet of promoters and marketers
trying to impose me some revisions regarding my works
which ı truly not desire and don't wanna do
no one can dictate my life!
trying to impose me some revisions regarding my works
which ı truly not desire and don't wanna do
no one can dictate my life!
A temporary entertainment clown acclaimed by millions
ı am not a so-called artist that had been created just like a balloon
designed and marketed by some other guys
and destined to be completely lost and forgotten,when ı got old
ı am not a ready to use product
and never will be.
Call of Enlil
ı will turn my back on you
and ı will keep following the path of Enki
The father of wisdom
the leader of virtue
And if you are still asking about my desire
ı would reply,just stand out of my light.
31.08.2019
Gods of Egypt
A so-called paradise,unjust,cruel,slavery
The gods were taller,running gold through their vains instead of blood
bloodthirsty Anunnaki rulers and their aggressive children,
ancient giant Nephilisms walking the earth
cannibalism,shapeshifters frightening beasts,crazy like hell
black and white,Osiris and Seth,Upper and Lower Egypt
two holys stars,those kingdoms divided
but the question is do these gods really care about you?
Horus,a mighty innocent child
the luminous efficacy of daylight
beyond the shadows of the underworld and death
lord of the air in human form
the shining one,it's time to wakeup
look,"jewelry excites me" the goddess Hathor says,
obviously her jewelry heart is filled with compassion,profundity,romance and love.
Oh Hathor,the queen,goddess of love,
behold,even she is going to kneel in front of me
because ı'm the god of this holy land and of course this planet earth.
Thoth, the god of wisdom and your emerald tablets
as above so below,just as as you and me
but unlike you ı'm destined to walk this world alone,
no one beside me,no ne to guide me
but damnation,
damnation of your words and your emerald tablets
Hail Ra, god of light,
don't fool yourself jut turn and look at your uncle Seth
did you really kill him?
Or was it a hallucination,just a visual dream?
Do we have plenty of gold for the afterlife?
And do whe have a bit of mercy and wisdom just for today?
Toast for the Egypt's greatest builder,Seth,Saturn,Satanas,
toast to your legacy.
Gather your army you need to fight for your gods,
but your gods don't need to fight for you,even though you are a false god
swords clash royality, sweet sounds of metallic drawns
the victory is yours and no one ever could stop you
Horus we're going to die,oh Ra please help us
Mortal or Bek what does it matter, what is the difference,
afterall only those who have real names are Anunnaki gods
Horus wants to bring back mortal women from death
Horus wants a bit too much and besides who really cares about what he wants?
Oh Hathor you have to be exausted cause of so much lie
and ı have to be exausted cause of so much love,
ı did love Neftis once but then ı did cut off her wings
never love a woman that always flying
A mirage of insanity and golden sand,hot sunny desert
horus keeps shining upon the cosmic souls of the great pyramid
you Anunnaki phaoarh rest in peace inside your tomb,
only ı can hear the sorrowful melodies of your massive black sarcophagus
now ı am able to see your deep dark soul floating in the depths of eternity
infinite black ocean,the dream of the darkest skies
retaliation, time to get revenge on seth, the father of corruption
of course everyone is a bit fool, but you my lord, a bigger one
Zaya can you hear me?
Who's there?
ı'm Hathor, the goddess of love, mistress of the realms of the west
ı speak to you from the land of the living and your beloved is with me
but ı can't see him
but she can return
because afterall ı'm a goddess, ı can always find a proper way
to get someone back even from the darkest depths of the underworld,
resurrection is possible from the realms of death
ı'm helping to Osiris and he promised that in return he is going to save us all
don't worry Zaya afterall Horus is a just god.
But don't forget it's forbidden to speak of death
so she walks towards the holy boat
which is waiting for her on the silent mystical river
in order to get her back to the underworld
from the shores of daylight and life
Now they need to figure out a way
in order to pass through the impassable wall of seth
but do you know which one is the right door
that would be leading us directly to hell
Here we go, jump from one to another
good job,we are in now show me which way to the sphinx
then a freaky beast obstructs their way
who dare to bother the king in this holy place, answer my riddle or die
"ı never was and ı'm always to be, none ever saw me and never will but yet ı'm comfort as a being living and breeding, so what am ı?"
order,you are order
wrong answer
so you are purity
wrong again
so that should be something imaginary
oh you are tomorrow then
finally true hence ı'll let you all go
but one more trap tricky and eventually Seth shows up
Do you think you could turn your beloved back from death
not even possible for me
how the hell do you think a blind useless god could help you, just ask him
is it true?
Horus gets nervous, the hole structure is tumbling down
why couldn't you help us Horus what kind of a god are you?
listen thief ı was in a tomb so ı did not hear
no,because all you are caring is your stupid vengeance,
ı started to thing mabe ı's wrong about you
Anubis, come forward
Mistress, you are still as lovely as the first dawn
can you help us?
you ask for too much Mistress, that would require a very special treasure indeed
would this bracelet be enough for the payment?
Yes Mistress, goddess of the west world
but she's gone
take this bracelet thief, and just do what you need to do
Father turn your eyes a bit from your sails and look at what ı've done
what Osiris never could,I rule all that breathes and all that is breathed upon
none is mightier below the sun.
Tell me father why was I cast out alone to walk on burning sand,
while my brother played barefoot by the shores of the Nile?
Why did you make Osiris king?
And why did you give him a son?
This was your test
but you did not test him
He had given away his power freely and thus he passed his test already
Now take my place and this is how your test ends, my son
now just tell me what do you want
immortality
Immortality awaits us all in the Afterlife
but ı don't wanna die and wanna live forever
down there in the lands ı conquered
my kingdom this should be my reward
you would unlish chaos upon creation?
you would destroy everything?
ı'm more than a god father and it's time to take your place
gods anger,clashing swords of hell,bursting everything
you're death father, mabe that was just destiny
Ra has fallen,Set has unleashed chaos.
So how do we stop him Horus?
don't know but you never give up do you?
hury we must return to the capital then we have a long walk ahead of us
but as you know gods prefer flyin'
oh Nephthys even beyond death,she's trying to help us.
Here ı'm come,demon,Seth said
taste my anger sword's punishment, you are destined to death
He's drawing Apophis to the Nile to the source of all life
Why?
To drink it.to destroy all creation.
We need to get back Ra's spear
Clashes of two Anunnaki gods flying in their hi-tech glamorous alien suits
powerful wings of hate and destiny
lightnings strike,,whispering of hearts,crying mother goddess
could fate lead this lonely holy child to victory?
behold the battle of two mighty gods which took place in heavens
but ı spared you once.ı showed you mercy
and these were the last words of Seth who's defeated
Horus sticked to spear in his chest and killed the god of chaos
because there could be no mercy for the source of darkness and corruption
No,it's time to save your grandfather
here's the holy spear of Ra, destroy the crulty
Daylight again, the cosmic power of mercyful sun, the holy child shines upon
and there are lessons to learn from each story don't forget
So this was the true story of ancient gods of Egypt which once took place in antiquity
but there is one important question that still remains
did you really killed your uncle?
Or was it a hallucination,just a visual dream?
Alien
27.08.2019
The Lighthouse
Wooden dark room of loneliness
burning candles on the dinner table
your lighthouse still looks like a pretty charming lady
smoke your pipe, lubricate the old rotten gears
and go upstairs
brightness of the light,
mesmerizing beauty of the sea
as the waves roar up to the rocks, feel the wind in your hair
the wind whisperes in your ear the old tales of the seamen
fearless heroes navigating the oceans
and this girl is just as an eye,
a sign of warning to avoid shipwreck
to save those drunk sailors from a damn bloody death
a source of trust tellin 'em you're not alone and safe.
the lighthouse turns forever and gives hope to the marines and the pirates
those who're in sorrow but seekin happiness,
shedding light on the sea reminds 'em of their childhood loves.
creepy and cold dark clouds awaits at the shore.
you're the lighthouse keeper guy you're the man of misery
before your soup gets called let's start with a prayer
fish is your main food and it's good food, Amen
The lighthouse bell warns you, the weather's turnin
a candle still burnin in the heart of the lonely night
and a handy magnifier helps out to write your daily journal
it's lonely late night and time to sleep
while listenin to the sounds of crashin waves into rock shore
those ancients giants of the sea take place in your dreams
every single cold lonely night
the souls of all those dead seamen in the fog vaguely
will haunt you in your sleep, will haunt you in your sleep
it's morning let's do a fishin
heavily foggy better first let's ring a bit the god damn bell
the song of the sirens, the song of the hell
thunderstorm roaring, lightnin strikes from a cloud to the shore, heavy rain
the wings of deadly winds on northeast and north,storm endless
as rain drops falling slowly in you metal bucket
is it a ship which you barely sea on the horizon
this's not good, hopefully she'll pass it's just tribulation,
no help and this's the last of the meat and rum by the way
even though never give up and keep fightin n trustin to your holy bible
keep the empty bottle just in case, still might be necessary
to be used as a messenger of your last rescue message
25 miles of the Irish sea, 25 miles of hell
check out your old chest mabe a last bottle
if you're gonna die already better die when you're drunk
gigantic waves of the sea, the madness of poseidon
the serenity of the moonlight is lost in the distance
put your rescue message in that empty bottle
and desperately throw it into the heart of the mad sea
this storm's a killer and has no mercy
quickly turn back n go inside, cause very likely it's deadly
recall your family, your fugitive mind, hanky-panky, no, gone, all gone..
remember once 6 men dead in a shipwreck cause yo're just drunk
so blame yourself you're the curse, and the storm's just the punishment
nerve wrackin sound of the blowing wind and the wooden squeaky door
go outside drunk and start yelling you're slowly gettin mad
curse the gods, curse the poseidon, curse everythin
no one hears your voice in your despair,
so vain, just the endless storm and the dark wavy hair of the witch
the cold of the night and the emptiness and you cry
and finally you've lost your mind, you talk to oneself whereas there's noone there
the nymphs are calling your name just look at the deep dark then weep n sigh
hey who's there, who's next to that door, get your damn old pistol,
self destructive paranoia, storm endless, you're stucked in the damn lighthouse, no hope
you're surely gonna die if you can't find a way out
a nightmare haunts you in your sleep again but this time it's the sinister eyes of an owl
there's no rest for you caused by your past at the edge of your shadowy loneliness
once again go upstairs, you're shaked by the wind and barely able to stand
Aha right there a sailin ship in the distance horizon,ring the damn bell help oh please help
but your efforts in vain
the witch is waitin for you behind the window to suck your soul you're locked and cursed
face with the endless storm, face with the evil, the spirits of the abyss
once again write your god damn journal "AM I IN HELLLLLLLLLLLLL?",
you god damn maniac you're playin chess with yourself
you gone totally crazy cause you're the murderer of seven innocent men
once again you get to the top, more likely you're gonna hang yourself
thunderstorm roaring, lightnin strikes from a cloud to the shore, heavy rain
the wings of deadly winds, storm endless
as the waves roar up to the rocks, feel the wind in your hair
the wind whisperes in your ear the old tales of the seamen
"oh god please forgive me" you said and then tied the rope
the serenity of the moonlight is lost in the distance there's no hope
the sinister eyes of an owl, the souls of all those seamen in the fog
for a last time curse the gods, curse the poseidon, curse everythin
Seven, the punishment due, storm endless but it's the end.
21.11.2017
Tulip Fever
I like the smell of all fishermen
just like all the disciples of Jesus
mabe even jesus's smelled like fish
personally himself
17th Century,Amsterdam,
Desire, obsession, betrayal
a young married brunette lady in blue
with passion in affair
with a young handsome painter,
forbidden love in temptation
accompanied by the beauty of exquisite smell
of those blood red Holland tulips,
such a historical age,
ı feel, ı feel that distinctive texture of the unique term.
ı can feel that ancient smell of musk in the air.
Passion,Ambition, yeah satan awaits you right there,
his tongue is poisinous and his lies are cruel,
once you take your place on the creepy lap of darkness
you won't see, no common sense, it's just emptiness
not even awair of the inevitable consequences of their transient passion,
enthusiasm just as a weak light of a fast burning candle
which's doomed to an end with disappoinment,frustration and gloom.
Nothing left behind,
from temporarily burning flames of your taking lust but the ashes,
however there's a dazzling light of eternity
waiting for as with trust ,for a permanent and inclusive universal love.
A fake attempt of suicide, her blue dress floating on the water
just wait until you see her surreptitious shadow in an old monestry
for a last time
for a last time
and paint your art of desperaton
on the rotten cold stones.
on the rotten cold stones.
15.11.2017
Loving Vincent
Vincent, and 853 shots frame on frame hand pated scenes,
as in an expressionist style, how cool
yes he's a great artist and he liked flowers lol
such a good movie, artwork, truly
Is there a connection between creativeness and madness
surely yes
if you ask me the main reason is the journey of tired old souls
wayworn
mabe you would rather to say
the biological reasons, chemicials of the brain whatsoever
on the other hand is it a good reason in purpose of explaining
such sick actions of those pedos or pervs so-called artists?
absolutely not
I don't see no reason not to become a lawyer
when movie directors become private detectives
and when there's a journalist guy standin at my front door
as a salesman or somethin
what's the reason not be a superman
and don't wanna be honest against no1 who's not honest
and ı'm truly honest againts evey1 bein honest
my third eye's open
ı feel, ı percieve
and ı'm able to see at the first glance
ı've a wisdom an foresight as well
just like a real artist
as it's meant to be as usual
What' does mean society
Hey society?
I like to invite you for a dinner
would you like to attend?
Society
are you able to thing?
nowadays ı wish to become a prosecutor
ı'm a volunteered jurist of some cases
in L.A. how about that ha lol?
Vincent had a vision of yellow colored antimatter
he wanted to destroy the whole universe with his paintings
but when he's alone in his dark room on his own
he only wanted to destroy his mind and himself
Yes he's polite and kind to you
but not to himself
so as a taken lesson and inspiration
ı like to be polite and kind to myself
but not to you
So society isn't it?
14.11.2017
1898 our last men in the philippines
Emparyalism's a contagious sickness
comes with one way or another
it's your last chance not to loose your last colony
in order to hide your disgraceful weakness,
don't you think the idea of spreading christianity by the way
would be a good excuse
in order to conquer and occupy the lands of some others.
Take a refuge at the modest church with your exhausted division
as a last refugee
the last refugee, refugee,gee,gee.. gee.. gee.. (echoes)
your lasting power from the battle of shame
keep callin 'em savages if you wish but remember
a primitive freedom is way better than your civilization
and your god damn corruption
corruption , corruption,corruption
A fight that no one couldn't win.
A war that no one wanted to lose.
burning candles in the church it'ls late night
hunger,sickness and restlesness hunt you down
your wife and children in your mind
your memories are the only way out
to escape from this madness
from this madness
your commander's about to die, pray god for his sake, oh please forgiveness
and don't you dare to ask why you're there anyway for what purpose, for whom
if you don't wanna be called as a traitor, as a traitor
The year's 1898 let's kill more savages to become a hero at least
and honered with more madallion
Amen, Amen
As a native lady's singing her touching old song sorrowful by the full moon
you know there's nothing much left you can do,
better have a vision of your childhood days while looking at the candlelight burnin
because you know that you might see the dark face of the ripper any moment
awaits you in a form of an indian warrior outside
keep the rest of your hashis in pipe for later
very likely it's goin to become worse
you see that woman's face she's singing for the last time
but don't be afraid of becoming a murderer
afterall you're a real hero
don't hesiate and just pull the trigger
you gotta reach out the canon, very likely that's your only hope
stabb the bastard to death one after another who the hell they think they're
just burn 'em all down, leave no place behind
yes you won the first battle let's have some fun
but don't think it's all over ,nevertheless the last colony has been lost
No espanols In Marina no more so what're you lookin for
your amigos sold these lands to Americanos for cheap
did you know that amigo?
you're on your own. no army no more, no Emperor so what ?
you don't know what to do perhaps it's better attempting to escape
gotcha!, you're fucked up you trador gonna cut your arm right now
and mabe that gives your honor back, your honor back
Thunder, lightnin strikes, heavy rain,
it's time, it's the dark damn day
and the heavy assult of the natives beginthe battle takes place adrenalin and fear of death,
blood flows faster in veins
led this church become a fortress and get ready to defend
a last stand, your final fight's about to take place
crouch and take cover if you like to save your ass
all those bombs and grenades blows up everywhere
pray god, for his sake, oh please forgiveness
nooooooo your course is in vain there's no help, no help
it's time to sign the treaty of caputulation
you just lost your war all you could's to cry
don't give a damn no more and just show the white flag
here's the certificate of the agreement and now you gotta get out of there
adios Filipinas, adios Baler, adios amigos, good bye....
01.11.2017
The Dark Tower
the dark tower of safety appears in your dreams
in the center of the universe
that's why they're after you
and that's because those clinic guys are waiting for you
but infact they're just the servants of an ancient lie
and you know that already
and you know that already
to escape is the only option you have
now you're on your way, where to go from here
it's just a one way ticket to the mid-world
but you don't care
just set the destination inside the god damn portal
Now try to find out some sourceres around
they have an explanation for your visions
how lucky, you're accompaniened by a true warrior
The dark tower stands as a protetector of the universe
but you're just curious ask a question one more
what sort of an evil's watin outside of that universe
Endless darkness full of demons he says
meaning you gotta hurry up and save your ass
while the hands of the darkness's assaultin you
don't think a lonely warrior with a gun would be enough to help you
you gotta know how to control your psychic powers
and gotta find a way out that leads you to a dark hall
oh ı'd rather this chick to a damn crsystall ball
what a crowd, high-rise buildings and noise brother
this's the world of painkillers coke and sugar
it's time to use your power and control the tower
Infact ultra mind control should be a serious felony
the system's the only guy who needs an electroshock theraphy
There's only 1 way leadin outside the chamber
in order to save the tower
Just aim high and shoot with your ass,
kill with your ass
and be a brave fighter
and never forget the face of your father
now gimme an hot dog but no mustard
but don't thing it's over, evil never dies remember
if you wanna do somethin that really makes sense
first you gotta discover and learn
that there're serious matters of this world
such as bullshit and corruption
it's time to leave ı should go now
to my world of wisdom
10.10.2017
Infinity Chamber
There's no coffee Howard, There's no breakfast,
we decide what you wear on you, we determine the fashion of your clothes,
we decide what will you eat and what you will think, we have right to spy on you no matter what
we are the stalkers of this world, we watch everyone 7/24 day and night
somebody said "we the people"?
ha ha we laugh at you
We're the absolute power, we are the rulers of this planet earth
The dog star Isis yeah her one eye's on you
we decide where you go, we decide what you do,
we give you a job and time space
we pay you just enough to live and survive
but not enough for to think and to question
Our one eye is on you, who do you think you are?,
just a random number,just a modern slave
why do you think that we had invented Adam And Eve for?
somebody said violation of human rights?
ha ha we laugh at you
who cares about you rights anyway?
We are the masters of the money,
weapons,golden and everything,
Who do you think you are, How dare you,
just a biological robot but nothing else
It's the new world order my friend
a new world of corruption and faschism just as we wished for.
30.09.2017
30.09.2017
Oannes
Oannes, you are fish generation overflowing
seashell eyes stare at me when ı am not looking
as ı am not a nutcase just stay where you are
guidance
so what the hell for my flesh and blood for
or the bread and the wine
nevertheless seem to me that your course is in vain,
deep blue sea star, my flesh and bones that's what you are
a bloody hermit
is that what you are, is that what you areeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
- Lead Guitar solo -
Oannes don't spy on me no more ı 'm almost done
as a bloody hermit ı've almost reached the summit
so tired waiting for your glamorous light at the top of this holy mountain
a bloody hermit
is that what you are is that what you are....
Onannes come to me as you are ı see your buble eye crazy
you are the history you are the mankind
you are fish generation overflowing
nevertheless seem to me that your course is in vain,
deep blue sea star, my flesh and bones that's what you are
15.06.2017
A Sun Behind The sun And A Sun Behind That sun
There is a sun behind the sun that owns you all
glomorous and mighty,
get this light and just be happy
fame, success and everything
but it's still ugly
There is one more sun behind that sun
the black one as nature,
it's dark and not visible to the naked eye however
which enligtens us, directly linked to the star-children
as if I'm no even there
but at the gates
15.06.2017
Anu
Anu, An, you are my designer,creator,savior
Anu, ı am yours,ı am belong to you
you are my master,ı am your servant,your slave
which makes me free
which makes me free
which makes me free
Nibiru was the mother ship at the gates of Babylon
engineering my genetic, we follow the bloodline
Come down the earth from the sky
show 'em who is the real boss around here
destroy the corruption, illuminate the ignorance
shining golden anvil,
serenity dreams of the soft darkest blue
I'm that solitary man,the hermit carrying the lamp
just as you wanted me to be
serenity dreams of the soft darkest blue
I'm that solitary man,the hermit carrying the lamp
just as you wanted me to be
just as you wanted me to be
-Lead solo-
Come down the earth from the sky
show 'em who is the real boss around here
destroy the corruption, illuminate the ignorance
you are the galactic sun, mother of everything
you are my master, ı am your son
I'm that solitary man, the hermit carrying the lamp
just as you wanted me to be
just as you wanted me to be
just as you wanted me to be
Anu, An, ı am yours, ı am belong to you
countless stars shining upon but none of 'em like you
you are the one, you are the holy, nothing is like you
engineering my genetic, we follow the bloodline
ı am your servant, ı am you slave
which sets me free
which sets me free
which sets me free
25.05.2017
25.05.2017
Who?
It's pitch dark
It's pitch dark
howling in the wind, wolves in the distance
those at the moon barking
now he takes a look me in the eye
but the only thing ı can see is the reflection of the fire
a new conversation is about to begin though
at this campfire.
Now tell me old solitary man
Who's the actual god of old testament?
and the ancient worlds?
Infact who rules the planet earth?
is it just a fallen angle
or the black god?
who's in charge here ?
who's the absolute power ?
The art of surrealism is meant to be what?
Exodus, genesis, the ten plagues of Egypt were sent,
calamities, the storm the lightning in the sky,
Infact who had appeared to him in glomorous flames of fire?
who did actually punish the Pharoah for Abram's lie?
or what kind of a bloodthirsty god
could dare to kill an innocent child
or would demand sacrifices
for any reason whatsoever
Who's the real god of Sion?
who had promised the cursed lands?
Esoteric methods,the ancient doctrines as a cure?
Teach me the art of the stone mason,
or as a spiritual practise some kabbalah.
answer me...
07.08.2017
Edgar And I
Yes, I've realized that he's very much like me
a long long time ago
ı saw that we had a lot in common,
there's a bit difference however he's famous but not me
even though not a big deal
he just understands me and ı understand him
ı see him and he does see me
the raven or an eagle all the same what's the difference
we both hear those nymphes whispering
that holy storm blowing
inside of us
giant ocean waves that give inspiration
to our same old stories
our odd tales from outerspace
we feel deeply emotioanal hurricanes
inside of us
just we both have been reflected
in the same mirror
ı know him, he knows me
Neither he nor ı
both we never cared about commercials,
fake lights those sooner or later fade
money,materials fame no sir nothing belong to this world
but emotions...
28.03.2017
Gözlerin Görüyor Senin
Seni tanıyana dek yaşamı tanımadım
Artık anlıyorumki Seni tanıyana dek mutluluğu tatmadım
gözleri gören biri evet gözlerin görüyor sevgilim
Ruhumun sığındığı eşsiz huzur kaynağı
ve çok ama çok güzel bir kalp,
Gülüşüne dahi yansıyor gönlünün sıcaklığı
Gözerinin içinde görebiliyorum aşkı,sevgiyi ve aydınlığı
Güneş gibi sabahın doğuşu ile gelen ferahlığı
sende buldum ve buluyorum sevgilim.
Benim için yaptığın fedakarlıkların haddi hesabı yok
bazen diyorum hiç ödeyemem onun üzerimdeki hakkını,
sana canım feda kalbim herşeyim canım eşim Zeynep'im
İyiki tanıdım iyiki yaşadım ve yaşıyorum seni.
Keşke çok daha önce tanıyabilseydim
fakat kısmet böyle imiş bunada şükür canım sevgilim.
Biraz olsun değerim varsa eğer benim
Senden öncesinde görebilen olmamıştı sevgilim
ne varki şaşırttın beni gözlerin görüyor senin
hissedebiliyor derinliğin feryadını yüreğin
şanslı biri olduğum apaçık ve net
bu şiir sana layık değil ama yinede lütfen kabul et
Canım aşkım herşeyim Zeynep'im...
29.07.2016
Münzevi
Hiçbir ideoloji,görüş ve teoloji kucaklayamadığında beni
seçtim seni Münzevilik
Hiçbir kitap ve hikaye doyurmadığında beni
Seçtim
İnsanların garip bakışlarını üzerimde hissetmeye başlayınca
Seçtim seni münzevilik
Konuşmaktan ve Dinlemekten yorulunca
Seçtim
Neden diye sorma bana artık
Bu saatten sonra
yanlızlık ve sessizlik
Evrenin Ana'sı ile baş başa
bir şölen bir ziyafet seçtim
Gözler yabancılaşitığında ve kelimeler anlamını yitirdiğinde
Ne gazete haberleri ne olan biten nede dünyanın dönüşü
artık ilgimi çekmemeye başlayınca seni seçtim
Ölüm gibisin münzevilik
kapısı açılan sonsuza
Her ortamla uyumsuz ve her düşünceyle uyumsuz ,
ne kabul gördüm nede kabul ettim
ne kabul gördüm nede kabul ettim
Ksdim nehirler mistik kokular tütsüler
Tarihin şiirsel dokusu,dalgaların kayalara vuruşu
Derinlik, ebediyet
evet alçakgönüllü bir kibirle sadece seni seçtim
Münzevilik
Benim dilim,dinim,ruhum ve bedenim.
yoksa senmi beni seçtin?
03.07.2015
I Wish I's A Werewolf
Grieving is a sort of journey,just take your time she said
obviously her intention was to encourage me to fight against my pain
but ı would rather simply dreamin about a wild fantasy,
becoming a werewolf
It's full moon sweety, full moon tonight oh
and ı wish ı was a werewolf
eating your brain
slightly penetrating my wolf cock up ur narrow ass hole
cracking your vain ahh
cracking your vain
oh lord ı wish ı's a werewolffff
a savage beast attacking on humans
Wanna eat your stupid brain cunt
wanna suck ur blood
lead Guitar solo
eventually everythin turned to scarlet at all
just a smell of pure blood
oh please lord please
just stop me u know that ı'm gettin crazy
wanna eat your stupid brain mother fuckerrr
wanna suck ur soul
oh lord ı wish ı's a werewolf
just killing and attacking anyone
wanna eat your brain stupid
wanna eat your brain at all
02.04.2014
Delphi Kahini
Gölgeler dolaşıyordu duvarlarında yuvarlak taş odanın
meşalelerin soluk ışığı aydınlattı kum sarısı göbeği
gözleri kömür saçları kara teni beyaz kadın
kafasında kırmızı bir örtü ve değneği
3 ayaklı altın tahtın üzerinde yukarıda
göbekten dumanlar yükseliyor bağrına
çevresinde daire olmuş yaşlı rahipler
belliki ondan kehanet beklerler
davullar çalıyor şimdi gök gürlercesine
insanın kanını donduran bir ritim
ve kadının ağzı kıpırdıyor şimdi
durmadan fısıldıyor tarihin en kadim sır küplerini
ürperiyor içim bir rüzgar sanki
ne anlama geliyor bir bilsem bu sözler, dualar
doğa üstü bir şeyler dönüyor burada besbelli
gözleri felleniyor beyaz akı görüyorum şimdi
ruhuna doluyor bir belirsiz duman
aydınlandı yüzü birden döndü baktı bana
altıma edecekim korkudan
ve artık o kadın o kadın değil
bambaşka biri oldu tanıyamam
rahipler çöktü kapandı yerlere
tanrı muamelesi görüyor bu yabancı her kimse
ve anladığım dilden ama başka ses tonunda mırıldanıyor kadın
ve diyorki akıncı geliyor uzak tepeden silahlanın
koşuşturmaca alıyor herkesi bir telaş
unutmak mümkünmü arkadaş
Delphi kahini cadıyı...
23.01.2014
Rocker
Satmadım Ruhumu sisteme hayırrr satmadım,
bozuk düzenin çarkının bir dişlisi olmadım
istese idim neler neler yapardım:)
ama kendimi asla bozmadım
çeyrek asır önce ne idiysem
bugünde oyum
Rocker doğdum
ve Rocker öleceğim
iş adamı oldu çıktı dostlarım
göbek yaptılar kelleşti saçları
bir zamanlar isyan eden beyler
bugün siyah bmw'lerdeler:)
varsa orada beni dinleyen yeni yetme delikanlı
sende benim gibi kal
fakat kolaydı sanma
sakın haaa sanma:)
hadi seni göreyim...
21.01.2014
21.01.2014
Antik Roma
Roma seninle ağlıyorum,
Defne yaprağınınkokusunu
ve batmakta olan güneşe
sırtını dönmüş zeytin dalını
ballı üzüm şarabının tadını
yanan odun ateşinin
kokusunu ve çıtırdamasını
beyaz mermer sutunlarını
ve hatta tanrılarının gazabını dahi
özlüyorum
özlüyorum
özlüyorum...
22.11.2013
Jamaica Romu
İskele sancak alabanda
bir fahişem var her limanda
ateş gibi Jamaica romudur diktiğim
pislik İngiliz askeri kafasıdır biçtiğim
getirerek Afrika sömürgelerinin mallarını
muz,baharat,kumaş,halı
hırsızın anasıdır bunlar
bizi yağmaclıkla suçlar
ve sonra kendilerine asilzade derler
asilzade derler...
ateş gibi Jamaica romu bu içtiğim
pislik ingiliz donanması kafalarıdır biçtiğim
eğer tuzlu deniz kokmuyor ise nefesin
sen ne korsan nede yamak değilsin
derin derin bakmıyor ise gözlerin
ruhun kirli gözüm görmesin
iskele sancak alabanda
işte süzülüyor gemi lacivert kadınımda
kıskançtır okyanus paylaşamaz beni
ancak fahişelere izin var limanlarda
jamaica romu bu diktiğim
pislik ingiliz askeri kafası biçtiğim....
04.04.2013
Kara Veba
Sabaha karşı siyah uzun saçlı
10 cadı ile sevişeceğim ormanda
10'unada yeteceğim
kara veba avlanıyor kasabada
dilimi ağaçlara değdireceğim
kadınların bacaklarından akan döllerim
toprağa karışarak
yeni kökler yaratacak
dolunayı tutacak ellerim
ve kan emeceğim ...
02.04,2013
Karabasan part 2
Gitmeden evvel söz vereceğim
diyeceğimki fısıldayarak
çağırırsan geleceğim
diğerleri gibi oyalamadan
ve sıramı beklemeden
çağırırsanız geleceğim
Gecenin siyah saçları değdiğinde
sessiz evin bedenine,
yuvarlak ahşap masanın etrafı
teyzeler birbir toplandı
fincan ve harfler daha neler
soruyor kadın kimsin
cevap vereyim gitsin
Kaaaaaaaaa-raaaaaaaaa-baaaaaaaa-saannnnn
porselen değil seramik olsaydı
sırtımıda taşımak yük olmazdı
sesini duyuyorum çığlık attı kadın
"amanın amanınn" "biz ruh beklerken başka şey geldi kaçın"
huzursuz etme beni teyze
siz çağırdınız beni neyse
sallayayım masayı lambayı
korksunlar biraz eğlenceli olur gayrı
şimdi kendimde değilim ne yapsam acaba
göz akları dönüyor kadınların ufuğa
tavana yapışmış hepsi bir beden
sessizdi o ev ayrıldığımda merdivenden.
ve çağırırsanız yine geleceğim
söz veriyorum.
16.03.2013
Ev
Taşındığında yepyeni olan evin hala aynımı bu gece?
Çatlak kapı ve pencerelerden içeri dolan
hüzünlü sonbahar rüzgarları
sonbahar rüzgarları ve uçuşan perdelerin
silip süpürüyor herşeyi görmek istemediğin.
Onarmak gerek belkide diye mırıldan evettt
peki tutacakmı boya badana?
Sadece maddemidir eskiyip yıpranan sandın
öyleyse yanıldın.
lk günlerdeki sevişmelerini hatırla, o heyecanı, o tadı
hala aynımı gerçekten
alışkanlık olmasın senin sevgi sandığın
ölümsüz aşk idi dinlediğin ilk masal
ve o olacaktır duyacağın son masalda.
Onarmak gerek ama nasılll diye mırıldan
fakat tutacakmı boya badana?
uğulduyan uğursuz rüzgar,uçuşan tüller
çatırdayan temel bir hafif olası deprem
ya sonra?
Eski çatın gıcırdıyor duyuyormusun?
kulaklarını tıka dön yat uyu ama
bana sırtını dönüp yatmış olan
bu yabancı kim diye asla sorma.
sadece maddemi eskir sandın
öyleyse yanıldın.
18.02.2013
Ölü gezegen
Hiç sevemedim seni ölü gezegen,
hiç benimsemedim doğanı
özünde faşist
ruhu kirli
sevmiyorum gökyüzünün mavisini
vede toprağının yeşilini
silik ve ölü
kötü bir projenin hayal kırıklığısın
tek başına bırakılmış
tutmuyor üzerine yama
bir kayıpsın
hiç kuşkum yoktur kendi kanında boğulacaksın
ve fazlası ile hakediyorsun.
09.02.2012
Her şeyi Anneye bırak
Kendini yanlız hissediyormusun?
Bundan asla yakınma, ve yanlız ölmek suç değil.
Evet genel ile uzlaşamamak bir başarısızlık değil
münzevilik kutsaldır.
Herşeyi anneye bırak,
Herşeyi anneye bırak
ve münzevi olmak bir kader ise eğer bu kadere sahip çık.
Seni anlamamaları onların suçu değil
anlaşılmaya ihtiyacın yok ve burada olma amacında değil.
01.04.2010
Karabasan
Vasiyetimdir tabutum sessizce
denize bırakılacak bir tekneden
gerçek bir denizci gibi
ama burada bitmiyor
Adaylığımı koydum yaşarken
böyle olurmuş bu işler
diledim öldükten sonra ben
ayrılmamayı yeryüzünden
dönüşeceğim bir siyah sise
yavaşça süzülerek kapıdan pencerede
içeriye dolacak zifiri siyah karanlık
en savunmasız anında uykuda
çığlık atacak gücü bile bulamayacak
intikamımı böyle alacağım yaşarken
bana eziyet edenlerden
ter içinde debelenecek
yatağında ben ruhunu emerken
01.11.2007
intikamımı böyle alacağım yaşarken
bana eziyet edenlerden
ter içinde debelenecek
yatağında ben ruhunu emerken
01.11.2007
Tanrınız Size Acısın
Sevdiğimi kaybetmek çok şey benim için
çok acı aşkımı yitirmek
anlayamadığınız derin duyumsayışım
ve ardından gelen zayıflığım
benim gibilere özgü
anlayamamanızın nedeni
şüphesiz bizden olmayışınız,
ruhsal kirliliğiniz
ama gemileri geldiğinde yakınlarımızın
atalarımız dirildiğinde mezarlarındanın
algılayamadığınız bu duyumsayışın
derinliği içinde boğulacaksınız
gün geldiğinde ve tükendiğinde yüce sabır
siz kızıl güneşi çamura batıranlar
Tanrınız Size Acısın!
11.04.1997
Sessiz
Gri kum tepelerde düşe kalka ilerlerdi sessiz,
ağır zırhının içinde yorgun ve ümitsiz ayak izleri
derin nefesi duyuluyor kaskının içinden hıhhh hıhh
aklı geçmişinde artık onu anmayan ve
Annesinde onu hep bekleyen
zavallı ve sessiz gri kum tepelerde
ağır zırhının içinde yorgun ve ümitsiz
kalbi zırhındanda ağır tek sevgilisi bayrağı
şakırdıyan kılıçlar, akan kan
gözlerinde artık yaş yok
ve sessiz...
28.07.1997
Aşk
Her zaman bazı şeyler için çok erken
ve bazı şeyler için çok geç ise anlam nerede?
Doğrunun doğrusu hep var ise en doğru olan nerede?
en ilahi ruhsal amaç saf masumiyete ulaşabilmektir diyor isen,
hayvan öldürmekte suç değilmidir?
Anılar belkide şu andan daha gerçektir.
Çünki şu anı düşünemiyor sadece kabul ediyorum
ve yaşıyorum geçmişte şu anda ,gelecekte
tümünde varım ben sonsuzum...
zamanın dışında da oradayım mekanın dışındada oradayım
her yer ile ve herkes ile zaman dışı telepatik bir iletişim
yoğun bir duygu alışverişi, titreşim
aşkı dayma yaşayacağım.
17.09.1995
Yıldız Çocukları
Henüz yeşermemiş sarı bozkırlar
tattıklarında bilge ağacın acı meyvesini,
korkar olurlar yıldız çocuklarından.
Davetkar tavırlarıyla ayaklarına getirip yıldız çocuklarını;
karartıyorlar hiçliğe.
Eski çağların zengin kuşaklarının metresleri,
etten duvar örüyorlar önümüze,
geçit vermiyor elleri,
peri masallarının eski güzel hayalleri
bir türlü çıkartamıyorlar ,
üzerlerindeki kirli yeryüzü giysilerini.
16.11.1994