St. Alien: SussicraN

09.09.2022

I have falled in love with my own soul image beside the Nile.

A reflection coming from the holy water standing above.

And there were others around falling in love with my soul,some mortal ladies

but ı did not even pay no attention.

Yes, ı've loved myself but meanwhile 

ı have not scorned no mortal being though

Because ı am not NarcissuS but SussicraN.

Unlike him a blue serpent bearing my name 

will rise from the ground after ı die instead of a flower.

And he shall repeat as a parrot, SussicraN,SussicraN,the vengeance is mine.

What makes you a NarcissisT actually is not loving yourself

but rather humaliating and scorning the others while loving yourself.

and what makes you a TsissicraN is scorning yourself as an artist clown

while loving the others who deserve your love.

I am a NarcissisT who is a SusicraN

He is a SusicraN who is a NarcissisT

Take my advice and love yourself 

if you think that you really deserve your own love

but otherwise just don't because

that makes you truly a NarcissisT

Or If your love yourself but also scorn the others

That also makes you a true NarcissisT

NarcissisM might considered to be a psycho behaviour.

But SusicraNisM is surely not.

He was a son of Cephissus, the river god.

I'm the son of nymphes and mermaids however.

He had falled in love with his handsomeness merely

Whereas ı had falled in love my spirit shape

The goddess of Nemesis,

Well,interesteingly enough she was after both of us without even noticing 

the exact opposite differences between us.

Revenge is a sort of feeling that is cruel,ruthless and blur

and blur sort of minds can not distinguish the right from wrong usually.

But do not blame my brother anyway

his fault was not falling in love with his own reflection afterall

his real fault was merely scorning and humiliating the others.

but in a harmless way, he did not mean no harm for others afterall

Which is not supposed to be even a crime.

Rhyme in poetry?

Annoying and ordinary

not even necessary.

St. Alien

09.09.2022